Ok.. This blog will be revived soon..

hmm.. since the last post on Nov 28th.. alot of things have changed.. both around me, in my life and all.. too many things to write also..

well.. i'm in the midst of exams now.. i'm feeling really depressed reading my biz law notes so i decided to post all that frustration in here.. haha.. i guess the constant assignments, projects and exams is gonna be a routine for me from since i entered uni.. but as many put it, its ur perception of the things in front of u, how u make it up to be that determines what role it plays in ur life.. haha!.. so yea.. i better stop having such a negative mindset and keep what i juz wrote in my mind..

Well.. certain goods things have certainly come out of uni.. First, i have formed my own official band.. its called Brown Shoe Electric.. if u guys go to myspace, or youtube and search "Llawder" or "Brown Shoe Electric", u'll find videos of our many performances there.. this crazy band of mine has high hopes and aspirations to produce really nice music and we have also churned out our first ever original.. so more to come pple.. more to come.. Will give them a grand intro here in the next few posts..

I've managed to successfully entered into one of the most highly sought after courses/minor in NTU.. Minor in Entrepreneurship! Those of u who know me well.. i'm sure u know i have biz mindset in me since i was like 7 yrs old.. to finally learn this "way of life' through a proven structured course by professionals in a place like NTU is a dream come true.. i hope to gain insights of it in the ourse and hopefully in the near future put the skills into use.. *grinz*

I also took up a new sport and am officially crazy abt it!! TENNIS!! haha.. i'm loving every moment of it.. when i step into the court.. tennis juz rawks my socks off.. haha.. its like such a satisfying experience everytime i manage to hit a nice forehand, double backhand etc.. yes.. it seems very easy to do so.. but its e whole sport that juz makes me happy..

There are of course alot of other things that have made me grow wiser, more mature in uni.. Having finally moving away from all e shows and mediacorp and all really makes me happy.. alot more private space and time to do my own stuff.. i'm really enjoying life as it is, every moment, every day.. well.. in terms of girls, there hasn't been any sparks as well.. partly also because i haven't taken any specific actions.. having learnt from my past lessons and experience, it is better to juz stay out of all these.. and juz have fun abt and in life and not waste ur time on such things..  only regret is to that special person.. who have left me already.. i kinda still feel i owe her so much and all e sadness and disappointment i have caused to her still neva fail to ring back nostalgic but also nice memories of us.. haha.. oh well....

As mentioned, there are still so many things to say.. but i guess the most impt was actually knowing really good friends in uni.. made ALOT of new friends and pple who juz totally rox... u all mean alot to me! especially (no order of merit) himbo friend - Xinhe, classmates - Kian Tiong, Eric, Alex, Roy, Marianne, Amelia, TX, Piak, Yuk, Eeleng.. some of those that i really mix ard with.. my bandmates - kenyee, derek, hans, chongeu, isabelle.. hall mates - leon, the whole of pple down that corridor, ah long, the gals (too many oops).. haha.. yea.. thanks for everything pple.. u guys rox.. of course there have been pple whom i have bad vibes with too.. i've learnt how to deal with such pple.. that's another sign of maturity.. haha.. juz relly happy to have met u guys..

well to reply to the tags: 

derek: bro.. how can forget u! haha.. sure.. u dun gan chiong, once the exams are over, i'll come over to ur place and whack ur ass in foosball! haha.. can hang out juz relax only.. with jose and all too! haha..

charmaine: Thanks.. NJC's crowd was superb! u guys were really great giving us ur support like that.. we love to go back anytime.. see u soon hopefully! :)

The rest: yea.. this blog is back (i hope) hahaah.. will continue to update..

Troublemakers: i'm okie with u guys posting crap.. but juz no vulgarities and any trash talk directed to my family or anything.. thanx..

OH YA!! once the exams are over.. finally gonna be free and do what i really hve to do!!

That is to:

1. GYM.. too skinny for God's sake.. i better pump some iron and put the muscles where they matter.. haha

2. Piano.. get my act to fulfill my dream!!

3. Drums and Bass... be the backup instrumental person for my band.. haha..

4. Tennis - gonna play at least thrice a week..

5. BALI - fulfill the long-awaited trip with Jeff and Jeremy to go there and drink ourselves drunk!

6. DO MY BEST for the entrepreneurship course...

7. MOST IMPTLY - spend time with my family.. i juz love them so much.. :)

Well.. gonna go back to my notes.. wish me luck.. good luck to everyone out there who's gonna take exams too.. 

THIS BLOG IS BACK!

Nat